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A Promise For All Time

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Book 1

“You’re like the treasure box filled with all the laughter I’ve lost.”


When social outcast Mercy Blagden accidentally cuts herself on an ancient ruby dagger, her blood mixes with the blood of a cursed seventeenth century English lord and casts her into his time, his castle, and his father’s dungeon. It’s one thing that the young man who takes pity on her and sets her free in his care has the kindest heart of any guy she’s ever known, sees beyond her scarred face, and claims her blood can heal him. It’s another when she begins to fall in love with him and learns she’s been sent there to kill him.

Josiah Ashmore, seventh son of the duke of Dorset, turns every head and sets almost every heart to fluttering when he enters a room and sweeps his guileless, jaunty smile over all, rich and poor. He’s well loved by everyone who knows him, most especially by his father and six older brothers. But his smiles, even his joy, are well-practiced to convince others that he isn’t the devil they fear from some age-old prophecy. They love him but they keep their children from becoming his friends and their daughters from becoming his wife. For all he has, he lives a lonely life. But when he meets the mysterious woman who claims to be from another time–before he speaks to her or touches her–he knows he’s been waiting for her all his life. The more time he spends with her, the more hope fills his heart for a brighter future, and the more genuine his happiness becomes until he’s convinced that now that he can breathe, he will suffocate without her.

Mercy doesn’t care about some stupid prophecy. She’s been alone her whole life in a self-imposed prison waiting for him to set her free. With his smile and his kiss he fills all her empty spaces and makes her whole. Her life finally has a purpose. To love Josiah Ashmore and to be loved by him.

But can their love survive the cursed ruby dagger when it brings Josiah’s worst fears to the castle doors and then hurls Mercy back to the twenty-first century? And what will happen when, after four years, Mercy finally finds a way back to the man who holds her heart and discovers that he wants nothing more than to crush it in his fingers?

Will Mercy use the dagger to fulfill her destiny? Or will she create a new path paved with forgiveness like a hopeful light. A light that can shine in a lonely monster’s darkness?

Excerpt from Chapter 1

Manhattan, NY
2022
Chapter One

“My allergies are all about to kick in.” Mercy Blagden fanned away dust motes and traces of cobwebs before her face and was thankful, at least, for the daylight streaming in through the cracks of the boarded up windows. Still, she needed the light from her phone to help her see her way around the abandoned orphanage in Bloomingburg, NY, where she had grown up.
For a moment Mercy let the memories of her childhood in this place wash over her. They were neither good, nor bad memories. They simply were. Just like her. In the columned light she could see Sister Joseph Ann sitting in a chair reading from a book to the twelve children who lived there. Smells that were no longer real filled Mercy’s nostrils; fresh bread, old books, Sister Dominique’s special mac and cheese, the scent of fresh roses coming from Sister Tess’s habit when she returned from one of her visits to her family in England. Mercy could hear the sound of children’s laughter running around the spacious old Victorian house as if they were there now.


“I wish I had known some of them better,” she told the echoes around her. She didn’t imagine anyone could hear her. She was alone, after all. She wasn’t daft. “What do the doctors know about me?” she asked. “Nothing is right.”


She wasn’t sure sometimes if she was speaking to herself or someone who wasn't there, but should be. Like a twin who tragically died at birth, someone she should be sharing her life with. It was a habit that had made her life very difficult since she was four. But, as she told countless therapists over the years, she’d rather talk to herself than to anyone else.


She remembered herself going up these same stairs to her room to be alone. She didn’t like most of the other children. They teased her about the ugly scar marring her face from her temple to under her lower lip, given to her by the thief who had broken into their NYC apartment when she was three and killed her mother and stabbed Mercy in her big-girl bed. Later, she became quiet and secretive around others, untrusting and detached. She became her own best friend, pointing things out out loud, audibly answering questions she’d asked herself in her mind, even giggling on a few occasions as if she heard jokes privy to her ears alone. Her “personality disorder” kept her from getting adopted.


Sister Tess seemed to take a special interest in Mercy’s well-being. When she wasn’t off visiting other orphanages, she was extra kind to Mercy giving her extra helpings of food–though Mercy didn’t eat it most of the time, and chocolate–when it was forbidden except for one’s birthday. When Mercy was twelve, Sister Tess mentioned that she had changed from being an extraverted toddler, even after she lost her mother and was stabbed, to a child who barely spoke and rarely smiled when she was around others. The doctors all blamed the trauma of violence for her disorder. But even though she didn’t know about what happened to Mercy in the attic, Sister Tess believed something else had caused the change in her.


Mercy believed it too. Her light had all but died a year after the trauma of getting stabbed in the face. Oddly, her first memory was from the age of four, when, after going to the attic alone and discovering a dusty chest of drawers, she’d reached into the third drawer and was bitten hard enough to make her bleed. She’d never investigated what had put a little hole in her. She had never told anyone, and she’d never gone back up to the attic.


Now, twenty years later, she found herself climbing the stairs to that same place, to the same chest of drawers still intact and covered in cobwebs. She was drawn to the third drawer the same way she’d been drawn to it long ago.
She knew that she’d changed when she was four. Why? She’d spent years in therapy trying to figure it out. Did it have to do with a bug? What had drawn her back here.


Cautiously, she opened the drawer and shined her light inside. There was a pile of folded white fabric, silk maybe. “No dead bug.” Slowly, she pinched a bit of the silk and gave it a soft shake. Something slipped out.


In the light of her phone, Mercy saw a red shard of glass. Upon closer inspection, she realized it was a jagged dagger. This must be what had cut her finger and maybe did something to her heart or mind. How long had it been here, hidden away, untouched for years but for a curious four-year-old finger? The dagger looked ritualistic. She giggled at her mad thought that it had stolen her soul, then stopped smiling when something moved along its surface. “Is that blood? How creepy is this?” She took it closer to a window and held it up to the sunlight. There were facets of crimson and fire that made her blood want to answer some forbidden call. She saw it again. A shadow stained upon the ruby moved, as if it was still made of liquid, from the tip down to the blade. It dripped down onto her fingers as they held the dagger and seeped into her skin. Mercy let out a little gasp and then her eyes rolled up and she disappeared, taking the dagger with her, before she sank to the floor.

EXTRAS

Enjoy a little snippet from A Promise For All Time. Let me just say that I loved Josiah. He tried, oh, how he tried to prove he wasn't the monster everyone feared.

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I said this in my interview with Uncaged Book Reviews.

"Josiah was born from a song...the lyricist sang of going back to the beginning of everything, to a time he loved and cherished. It was Josiah's sorrowful hymn weighted by loss. That was how I first met him, a monster living in the dark, holding on to life by a thread. The song was wistful and urgent and Josiah came to life on the tips of my fingers on my keyboard.
Like everything, Josiah has a beginning the beginning he longs for—the one he made me long to discover. So, that's where A Promise For All Time starts-at the beginning."
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If you want to read more of my interview, check it out here on page 150

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SNIPPET

“That’s another thing.” She paused and turned back to him. “Help your villagers! They’re starving right under your nose. You better do something about it!”

He took two long strides to her and stopped in front of her, his expression was foreboding, his gaze, unyielding. “Are you threatening me?”

She took a step back. “Yes,” she managed without looking at him.

He scoffed. “What do you have to threaten me with?”

She lifted her chin. She had what he needed, whether he knew it yet or not. She met his powerful gaze. “I have me.” She turned for the door.

His fingers around her wrist stopped her and pulled her back into his arms. She stared into his eyes, wet with tears. “Mercy,” he said as though her name were being torn from him. “Don’t go.

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